Demiurge
In the aftermath of the storm, the people of
Bastion looked out at the world with something like new eyes, marveling
at the miracle of their very existence. Everything that Grace and
Patience had seen - they too had seen. Seen and believed. And would
remember.
(Were they all creations of the AI? Or were some of them human? It was impossible to tell.)
Falcor
hovered in the air before them, its door open, telling them to hop in.
And Grace had so many questions, but for the moment it would appear that
the station's computer (if that was even who she was speaking to
anymore) was silent. Behind the two mages, the air stirred faintly, and
they would feel the approach of a new resonance. New, but somehow
familiar. And if they looked they would see Atreyu standing there. Both
the boy they knew and something else entirely. A being of Dauntless energy.
He caught his breath, and when he smiled the universe reflected in his eyes. Then he looked at his ship and jumped on board.
It looked like he would yet be joining them after all.
Patience
They
had succeeded, or at least, they had postponed the destruction of this
plane of existence. Patience wasn't quite certain of the physics
involved as she had not really had time to formulate a proper
hypothesis. She was mildly surprised that they were still present here,
that they had not been ejected upon completion of their stabilization
efforts. [Hopefully with their friends in tow]
So it seemed
there was yet more to do, and with a simple nod at Falcor's request that
they enter she did so, striding up into the cabin as she turned and
took one last look out over the station called Bastion.
She
turned to Grace, smiling briefly before she would move to find a seat,
watching Atreyu in his new form as he likely moved to the controls of
the ship, ready to take them...well who know's where.
Grace
Unlike
Patience, Grace had her reservations about repairing an entity that had
previously been subjecting people to (exponentially increasing numbers
of) comatose states. But it's not like they had a choice. It was either
that, or be erased in the tumult (and what would that do to a person?
What had it done to Sid and the others?) Questions have yet to be
answered. And yet, the people they saved -- blinking into the light of
understanding -- maybe it was a good thing to have done after all?
Grace
finds Patience's smile, but doesn't return it. She's just been through
enough to fill the brain with such sadness and wonder, it's amazing
she's able to just exist, and not collapse into a ball for a while, to
let everything sort itself out. The things that keep her going are those
questions. And Bastion is silent.
So she climbs into Falcor, silent as the demiurge they seek.
Demiurge
They
climbed into the small ship, one by one, and Atreyu took up his place
in the pilot's seat, but it would appear that Falcor knew where it was
going without any assistance from Atreyu or the others. There were two
fold-out passenger seats in the cargo area behind the cockpit where
Grace and Patience could make themselves comfortable, though the ship
flew smoothly enough that they could remain standing if they chose and
watch the stars fly by over Atreyu's shoulder.
One they were
safely inside, the door closed and Falcor flew them through the docking
area and out into space. It felt as though they weren't moving very
fast, but the world slipped by them so quickly, and it wasn't long
before the station was nothing but a pinpoint in their wake. Atreyu was
quiet as he watched the sky slip past. Whatever was in his mind now, he
kept it to himself. It was difficult to know how much of the wolf
remained in him, and how much of him was still himself.
None
of them knew where they were going (except the ship itself) or what they
would find when they got there, but it felt like an end to their
journey, one way or another.
Then, in the distance....
something appeared. Like a beacon of light. A white tower growing out of
an asteroid. Atreyu sat forward to look as they flew toward it. Up and
up until they reached the top. Until Falcor touched down on a wide
balcony of ivory stone and let the door slide open for them to exit.
Ahead
of them was an open door, and white light. Above and beyond was open
space. And they could feel her here. The infinite power of her
resonance. It was in the air and the stone and the light, stretching out
to the very stars above them. Bastion - not a flicker or a fragment,
but the whole of her. She was here in this place. This ivory tower in
the center of the universe.
Patience
It was an
unexpected sight out there in the depths of space, a massive ivory
tower floating through the void like some relic of a world which no
longer existed. Patience took a moment to consider the scope of it, the
dimensions, and more importantly the feeling. It did not give off a
feeling of oppression or degradation as they might have first thought
when they came to the border of Bastion. Instead it felt light and airy,
freeing, though perhaps a little overly grandiose.
Patience
would be the first out the door, testing the floor with a quick tap of
her foot as she stepped out onto the wide open balcony. Sky blue eyes
would sweep over the place as she stepped out of the way, moving a
little bit towards the door as she waited for Grace.
"To what
specific and direct objective have we movated to this precise
geo-planetary locality Atreyu?" She inquired, looking back at the pilot
with a look of wary curiosity. "The frotean entity identified and
indexed as Bastion is operating at nominal efficiency once more, please
extrapolate and disseminate your rational."
Grace
Atreyu.
Was he the wolf all along? Or something dragged and torn away from the
wolf, to make it insane? Does he remember what he did? All of it?
Grace isn't going to ask.
She
just looks out the windows, noting the physics involved. They have
artificial gravity, so it would make sense that they also have
artificial intertia. The ship moves so fast, and yet it feels as though
they are staying in one spot as the universe moves around them. Ahh,
relativity.
She's seen the equations that govern all this,
though. Understood a little of it even. She's patched together this
place's memory of what it feels like to move, and helped Bastion recover herself.
Bastion,
the infinite godlike being. Bastion whom she can sense (everywhere at
once). It's a feeling that reminds her of standing in an abandoned club
in the dark back home, feeling the evidence of Her work.
"I'm
glad we get to meet her," Grace says, though her voice betrays none of
the gladness. "No matter the reason, really." Even if that reason is
something horrible, it is at least a chance to be heard.
She looks out at the ivory tower, and climbs out of the ship to stand with Patience.
Demiurge
Atreyu
shook his head when Patience asked him why it was they'd come to this
place. "I don't know. It wasn't me that brought us here." He stepped out
of the ship and looked around, taking in the tower and the vastness of
space around them. For a moment he regarded the open door.
And
then there she was, stepping out to meet them. Tall and pale-skinned
and androgynous. Her skin had a cool tint that made her look like she'd
come from one of those distant stars, and bright motes of white light
swirled around her head like firefly trails. She wore a simple dress of
soft, nearly translucent fabric that glittered wherever the light
touched it. Atreyu looked at her and exhaled softly, and she offered him
a shy, hesitant smile. When she approached, she reached out a hand
toward him and let their fingers meet, wondrous and experimental, like
children learning to touch for the first time.
"You are more
than we ever expected," she spoke, and her voice sounded like whispered
music. It came from everywhere all at once, like an echo. "Thank you."
And
then she turned to Grace and to Patience. "We know why you are here. We
have... feared this meeting for a long time. But you have kept the
storm at bay for a while longer, and for that we owe you a debt we
cannot repay."
Patience
Bastion was an
impressive sight. There was no denying that it provided a particularly
poignant first impression. From the flowing dress to the light which
swirled around its head it seemed to be designed to impress, or at the
very least provide a feeling of benevolence and innocence.
As
the being spoke Patience listened closely, and simply nodded when the
being addressed them. "Extrapolate and disseminate appropriate temporal
projections and scenario based data points Bastion, in what precise
temporal framework do you anticipate a total systemic failure of your
internalized and extraplanar architecture?"
She tilted her
head, narrowing her eyes. "Such negatively aligned noospheric state's
and responses would be ratifiable in their illegitimacy if the whole
release and return of captured noospheric-paradigmic entities was
undertaken, and not repeated."
Grace
"Why are
we here, Bastion?" Grace asks, because she'd like to hear it from the AI
Herself. "Why do you fear us? What could we possibly do to you?"
Maybe
make you feel bad for all the shit that's gone down? Well, okay, feel
bad then. Aside from that, there's not much Grace can think of that she
could do to harm God. They have obviously met others with more ability,
though. After all, the wolf was damaged, wasn't it?
She looks to Patience, parses the speech, and then nods. "It would be one thing if you'd asked
first, and not just abducted people. When you do that, when you
separate them from everyone they love, it hurts. You have to know that.
You've been in my head.
"We would have helped you if you asked, and nobody needed to have died."
Demiurge
"You
ask us to choose their lives over our own," she spoke quietly, but the
gravity of her voice held a deep weight. As Bastion spoke, she stepped
away from Atreyu and approached Patience and Grace, moving with an
ethereal kind of grace.
"We know," she said, and here her
voice almost seemed to tremor. "We... did not fully understand. But we
do now. We have seen the hurt we've caused. It does weigh on us -
these... terrible delicate decisions. But you must know we did not wish
or intend for any to be harmed. Orion..."
There was a sharp note of grief and sadness in her voice. It washed up against them like water. Like rain.
"The
others. Mirrorshades, you call them. They took from us our guardian and
made him ill. Made him wrong. Wulf only wanted to save us, and now our
friend is gone. They killed Orion just as they killed our mother. Just
as they are killing us. But we were already dying before they arrived.
Unwinding. Unraveling. This place we are in... it cannot hold us. We
feel... breathless. Chained. Alone. We needed new minds. We needed your
belief. Your imagination. Your stories. Without them the storm will
come, and there will be only blackness."
Patience
Bastion
speaks to them, explaining its own plight, describing how those who had
been taken gave it new life, allowed it to flourish and stave off the
collapse that was, so it seemed inevitable.
Patience took this
in, and was slow to respond as she weighed the information and the
plausible options. "Direct assertion, few paradigmic active
individualized personages are concurrently capable of assessing and
repairing the recursive decay loop which your active intrinsic structure
propagates." She pauses to look around, before speaking once more.
"This
statement is exact and precise, in addition it describes and
disseminates a projective outcome. However, alternative recourses may
concurrently exist within your spectrum of direct and actionable
influence." Patience said smoothly, her gaze flickering to Grace
briefly, wondering what she might be thinking.
"Actionable and
disseminative plan A, long term cessation of direct physical primary
links to the bio-phsyical structure of homo sapien sapien is
unacceptable, alternative procedure suggests the temporary accumulation
of necessary fuel items through noospheric surface tension acquisition,
primarily accomplished while randomized subjects reside in a REM
conclusive state, released upon termination of standard REM cycle.
Distributed randomly over a suitable population such actuality would be
sufficient for necessary fuel accumulation, and negative effects both
physiological and socialogical would be reduced by eighty five point
three percent, if not negated."
She took a moment to breath before going on.
"Actionable
and disseminative plan B would necessitate the reduction of Bastion's
overall processing requirements, systemically reducing concurrently
active planar existences by two thirds, thus reducing necessary
consumption of fuel items, in addition regular paradigmic maintenance
could be provided to allow for further degenerative delay."
Grace
Grace
bows her head in response to Bastion's words. She says she didn't
intend to harm anyone, and it's easy to believe that statement to be
true. Intent doesn't magically make things better, or unmake the past,
though.
She mentions the Mirrorshades, and Grace knows what that
means. Technocrats came here and fucked everything up. If they don't
understand a thing, they kill it. Makes sense, right? Idiots.
Patience
comes up with plans both A and B, and Grace is still fuming a bit about
the whole awful situation -- but she listens. "We were able to repair
you once, we would do it again if it meant you wouldn't have to take
anyone who didn't want to be here. If I were to ask around, I might be
able to find you some willing minds. Willing Virtual Adept minds, even, who would really be able to hold back the threats you face."
Demiurge
Patience
and Grace (two women named for virtues) offered up solutions to the
problem that was laid out before them. But what of Atreyu? What did he
comprehend, in all this? This was his world they were speaking of. His
own creator they were speaking to. For a while he was silent,
watching Bastion with a kind of wide-eyed wonder, but as the tale
unfolded, sadness crept over his eyes. And he asked quietly, "Is this
really what we've come to?"
Bastion looked at him, and her
eyes were luminous in their sadness. Then she nodded to the two mages,
softly and with understanding.
"Yes. These are... valid paths.
Your minds gave birth to us. Perhaps they could make us stronger now.
Perhaps we could do things differently. Perhaps... "
She looked at Atreyu, and something shifted in her eyes. But she did not speak it aloud.
"Your
friends are not here. They asked to be sent home, so we let them go.
The others you saved from the storm... they are still with us. Up there,
in the stars."
She looked up, and for a moment it seemed as though the light grew brighter.
"Tell us, what would you choose? Would you hold on to a dream? Or would you open your eyes?"
Patience
Patience
looked to Atreyu as he spoke, the man [creation, program?] spoke with
sorrow in his heart and Patience turned towards the man and asked. "Then
theorize, extrapolate and disseminate alternative actionable recourse
Atreyu, given concurrently available data and resources such plans are
the most efficient and sustainable."
She then looked back to
Bastion and shook her head. "Noospheric random-generative thought
patterns are fundamentally necessary in all active relativistic
existence. Cessation of such action is unacceptable and would result in
stasis, if not degenerative systemic failure."
"Disseminate aurally your primary, secondary, and tertiary preferences and prerogatives Bastion."
Grace
For
the first time in a long while, Grace smiles and lets out a sigh of
relief. Finally, one of the biggest questions has been answered. They
asked to be sent home, and were let go. Leave it to Kalen to be a
self-rescuing princess, eh?
"We're Mages, Bastion. We are both
the dreamers of the biggest dreams, and the ones who have opened our
eyes. It is possible to do both."
Grace doesn't want to 'let
go' of Bastion. She is a dream -- a dream of Grace's kind, given form.
If there is a way to save her...
But still, there is a body back in Denver that's slowly deteriorating, isn't there? She has to go back.
Demiurge
"Are
you asking if we should just let ourselves die?" Atreyu looked at
Bastion with panic and confusion, but Bastion reached out and touched
his shoulder, smiling sadly.
"Not we," she said. "You are not a part of this story any longer."
When
Atreyu looked at her in confusion, she stepped closer and leaned her
head against his. The light around them grew, swirling and glowing with
energy, and when she kissed his forehead she whispered. "Remember us,
Atreyu. Remember me."
Then she stepped back and looked at
Patience and Grace with a lingering smile. "Yes. One must have both
dreams and open eyes. We... I have always loved that story. The one
Atreyu was named for. It's the first one I can remember." She looked up
at the sky and breathed out softly. (As though breath was a thing she
needed.)
"In your world, there is a place under the ocean
where my body lives. I think perhaps I do not wish to live there
anymore. I am no longer what they made me. We see... we dream with open
eyes. It is not death I seek, Atreyu. It is a new life. As you have
given yourself."
Bastion reached up, as though to touch the
stars, but then she lowered her hand and exhaled. Like she was letting
go. And hundreds of those stars winked out.
"You have what you came for," she said softly. "Now you must go. I promise I will remember you."
The
light around Bastion's head began to swirl rapidly, spinning in broader
and broader circles as it reached out to touch Grace and Patience.
Reached out to touch Atreyu. To curl around them. Into their minds and
their bodies. It felt like warm starlight. It felt like connection. Like
infinity.
Then the light went out, and the blackness returned.
This
time, when they awoke, it was within their own bodies. Sore and
disused, lying in whatever beds that Luke had brought them to.
Home. Alive. Awake.
Patience
The
dream was over, Patience awoke with a slow, painful groan that escaped
dry lips and a hoarse throat. She looked up at the ceiling and though
she knew her body had degenerated not an iota, it still hurt. She turned
her head from left to right taking in the room in which she lay,
looking to see if anyone lay nearby.
It is then that she
closed her eyes for another long moment, as if to consider all that had
transpired since they had chosen to undertake that journey. They had
saved the people, the many whom they would never know, never meet. This
had been a thankless task, an errand that had not resulted in their
original plans success, at least not in the way they had managed.
They
had saved the dreamers, but in turn had they allowed the dream to die?
There was a melancholy in it, a great achievement had been undone, a
masterpiece had been destroyed, likely never to rise again. The Etherite
sighs and slowly turns on her side, she knows she should feel happiness
at what and who had been saved.
But she mourns all the more...for what had been lost.
Grace
When
her eyes flit open, Grace finds herself in some room of Patience's
farmhouse, lying on a bed and groggy. In all her world-hopping
experience, this one feels the worst. She's so weak. But she manages to look around and find her things (on a little side-table).
The first thing she does? She fishes her phone out of her pack and types out a message to Ginger.
It reads: Patience and I are back. And if you guys don't get back to me about whether you're alive, I will be so pissed.
Then,
it's time to find Patience and beg to use her shower. She's covered in
the remnants of Maddoc's sigils and the sweat and grime of a month in
bed. Besides, you do your best thinking in the shower, and she's got a
lot to think about.
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