Lucy
One of the great things about working
unconventional hours (when she's working at all) is that the crowds are
light. If she wants to see a movie she'll be one of three people in the
theater. Want to have a late lunch? She's likely to be the only
person seated in a server's section.
Today, she's used that free
time to park herself at a terminal in the Denver Public Library computer
lab. A few undisturbed hours later and she's stepping out from the odd
public building. It is shaped in straight square lines, with some
bricks green and some bricks red. It does not fit in with some of the
older architecture in the building, but then it doesn't really have to.
The corner of 14th and Broadway is where a cultural pulse of the city
rests, with the insanely structured art museum on the other side of the
street. Then, one block north, there are the municipal buildings and
the capitol which give this neighborhood its name.
Lucy is
stepping out onto the sidewalk, though, considering where to cross or
where to go next. In one hand she carries a sheaf of papers that she
folds in half before putting into her canvas bag. The rest of her
attire is, well it's not terribly suited for the coolness of the day, at
least not to ordinary people. Her shirt is light blue chiffon,
short-sleeved with black accents, and sheer enough that the lace trim of
her black bra can be seen through the fabric, as well as a dark patch
that is (hopefully) a sign of tattooing on her right side. Her denim
cutoffs are not so short as to expose the lining of the pockets, but
it's a near thing. She wears a pair of fishnets beneath that, and
through the webbing can be seen more tattoo ink. Her boots are the same
calf-high black boots with the two-inch heels that she's been seen to
wear. Her hair is down over her shoulders, her make-up is dark, the
lining around her eyes thick and shadowed (and a little bit smudged by
now).
Pausing a little off from the main thoroughfare of downtown foot traffic, she pulls out her phone and thumbs it to life.
Kalen Holliday
[Nightmares]
Dice: 6 d10 TN7 (1, 1, 6, 7, 7, 10) ( success x 3 )
Kalen Holliday
[Awareness]
Dice: 7 d10 TN6 (3, 3, 5, 6, 6, 7, 10) ( success x 4 )
Lucy
[oh right, awareness?]
Dice: 5 d10 TN6 (2, 4, 5, 5, 6) ( success x 1 )
Kalen Holliday
Kalen
dislikes the cold. And a lack of places to hide weapons, though he is
not carrying any weapons right now. For most purposes, his nature will
suffice. He's not exactly who he used to be.
He is never exactly who he used to be.
So
he is wandering in the general direction of the library in jeans and a
charcoal gray coat most people would think heavy for the weather. There
is a messenger bag hanging from one of his shoulders. Perhaps
shockingly, he is not carrying a cup of coffee. Of course, he is hardly
far away from a place to get it. And they frown upon bringing it into
the library.
He notices Lucy and walks past the library entrance
toward her. Work can wait, at least for a moment. "Hey Snowdrop," he
says as he draws closer, but not from too close. If she doesn't know
he's there, he'd rather not spook her.
Lena Reilly
[[Aware, Uncanny Instincts, etc!]]
Dice: 7 d10 TN6 (1, 3, 3, 5, 6, 7, 9) ( success x 3 )
Lena Reilly
It's
cool today, but not nearly as cold as it was when, you know, it was
snowing. One might even call it mild. Still, Lena isn't dressed for
summer; it simply means that she's not wintering it out in bundled-up
gear. No heavy coat, no sweater, nothing of that nature; instead she's
in a light grey turtleneck underneath a brown leather bomber jacket,
with a pair of jeans and sneakers completely the ensemble. Oh, and a
pair of headphones. Them headphones are important, because they're
attached to an iPod. And that iPod is important because it's got her
moving as she makes her way down the street.
She isn't
specifically heading to the Library; she isn't specifically heading
anywhere, really. Lena is just out for a walk, and that walk has her
dancing a little bit as the new Michael Jackson album thumps its way
into her ears. It's been quite a while since she's let herself loose
like this, and it feels good. She's not all-out, spinning and backing
up and then moving forward. There's just a little spring in her step, a
little rhythmic moving of her upper torso and head and a smile on her
face underneath a pair of green-tinted Lennon shades. It's mostly in
her hands; the way that they move and twist in front of her, shifting
between waist and breastbone level as she walks along. It's nice to
feel free and to let all the rest of the world go from time to time, and
she's really starting to remember that.
She senses the chill and
the storm, both so close as she comes up to the corner of the street.
The wilting beat of her own Resonance pulses rhythmically and she's not
particularly trying to hide it. And when she catches sight of the two
mages that she senses, she smiles widely and continues her little
rhythmic walk over in their vicinity.
"Hey Lucy. Kalen." The movement only stops when she plucks the earbuds out. "How are you two?"
Lucy
Lucy
is vaguely aware that there's a storm coming, and not the one that has
been sliding over the city all afternoon. The sky is mostly cloudy,
with a concentration of darker rain clouds somewhere north and west.
The wind is sharp and brings with it the smell moisture and the tang of
electricity. Perhaps there will be lightning for once, and thunder
along with it. What she gets from Kalen is a different sense, and comes
from a different direction. Still, he's practically upon her almost
before she can react.
She's looking up just as he's calling out a
nickname. When she sees him she smiles, lowering her arm to her side as
she does. "Hey, Holliday, how are you?" Properly fortified against
the chill of her presence, at least. It does not escape her notice that
he - and soon enough Lena as well - are dressed for cooler
temperatures. In some places Lucy might feel self-conscious (oh crap is it colder than I thought?),
but she's already seen a man in a sweatshirt, shorts, and flip flops,
and more than a handful of women in short skirts and t-shirts.
"Hi
Lena," she says, when the Ecstatic is upon them as well, and now her
smile takes on a curious tilt. If she didn't know better, she was the focus of this supposedly random encounter today. That never happens. "Can't complain, you?"
Kalen Holliday
He
draws up to Lucy and stops, taking in a deep breath and tilting his
head as he senses Lena. Because run into one Mage in Denver.....
"Hey, Hummingbird," he says with a smile as Lena joins them. Look at her, all bouncy.
"Impatient
to be off battling the forces of evil, as always." He grins, all
playful. Lena missed the part where he outright discussed that with
Sid, but probably still knows better, though. "You?" The question,
like the answer, is really directed at both of them, but his eyes are
more on the people around them than on either of the people he's
actually talking to.
Lena Reilly
She chuckles a
little at Kalen's explanation of how he's doing, shaking her head.
"Yeah, that sounds like you." Lucy may not be used to being the
centerpiece of their gathering, but that will likely change. They all
get a turn at being the person who the others end up subconsciously
flocking to; that's the way it works. For Lena its all about their
connections; they're all at the same place in space and time in her
perspective. It's only their mundane perceptions and the constraints of
the codified world that separate them.
She gives them both warm
smiles, slipping the earbuds into her pocket. "I'm good, I'm good.
It's a good day so far, so I can't particularly complain much either.
Just thought I'd go on a walk and it turned into a bit of a hike around
the city. She reaches up, runs a hand through her hair. "What are you
both up to today?"
Lucy
Lucy slides her phone into
her pocket, takes a step back, and tips her chin up toward the
multi-colored brick building. That's what she was doing, at least until
the storm rolled up. Turning back, dropping her hip so that one knee
is bent, she explains. "I needed a computer. It's looking more and
more like Delilah and I'll be sticking around, which means getting the
hell out of a hotel and into something at least semi-permanent." Her
stomach gives a gurgle. Smiling sheepish, she rests her hand over the
flat plane of her belly. "I got a little distracted and missed lunch,
though. Next stop's McDonald's, I think."
Kalen Holliday
Kalen
makes a face at the suggestion of McDonalds. "Mmmmmmmm...so many
places you've never been in Denver. Let's skip that one, shall we, and
try something new?" He smiles. "And, you know, less likely to be
horrible. Also, I have a house I only sort of use, you could stay there
instead of a hotel while you find something. I'll have to give a few
people an updated address for when they randomly stop by, but I spend
most of my time elsewhere anyway."
Lena Reilly
Lena
smiles when Lucy says that she and Delilah are leaning toward sticking
around and nods. "Awesome...I'm glad to hear it. And I've got those
apartment listings, by the way, if you two still want them. I even
promise not to snake the best one out from underneath you." Said under
the a fake solemnity, though she's smiling around the edges.
Kalen
makes a face and suggests something non-horrible for food, and that
makes Lena roll her eyes. As a sometime customer of fast-food, she
knows that there are generally only a few reasons why someone goes to
them: they actually like the food (which is possible!), they're busy and
looking for something with convenience or it's what they can afford.
Never discount the importance of a value member, after all.
"No
Starbucks, no McDonald's...I swear, it's like you people are trying to
cut all the convenience out of my life. Some of us have to work and
stuff, you know. Food snob." It's said with a good-natured tone to the
Hermetic; she certainly doesn't mean anything insulting by it.
Lucy
Kalen
pulls a face, which doesn't phase Lucy in the slightest. When you're a
vagabond dealing with a Hermetic, well, she's not surprised the fast
food choice would get a look of some kind or other. No, it's the
suggestion that they are now going to go somewhere else. Or is he using
the royal 'let's?' Lucy's brow furrows in confusion before that
expression melts into an easy smile. That smile widens when Lena calls
Kalen a food snob.
"I like the cut of your jib, Reilly." And to
Kalen, "It also takes out the cheap factor. I can get a meal for under
four bucks at McDonald's, not that I can't afford more, it's just." She
pats her bag, which clanks a little. "Some of these are houses and
even rentals require a pretty hefty deposit. As for the house, are you
sure? I only just met you what, a week ago? We could be, I don't
know. What if we accidentally burn the place down?"
Kalen Holliday
"I
could take a request to go to places like that but there is a special
form which must be filled out in triplicate and notarized," Kalen purrs
at Lena, all warm amusement. He reaches out to nudge at her with one
hand. "It is way easier to just give up and let me buy you food."
His eyes roll. "Please see prior statement about convenience."
And
then something flickers across his expression when she mentions they
might burn the house down. "Mmmmmm...it is insured. But, you do raise a
point. I'm not concerned about you and your sister, but that place
might catch on fire. I can promise it will likely not be accidental
and...you know you could stay at the House....."
Lena Reilly
Lena
isn't always in this kind of a good mood. She is presenting herself
well lately, but she has her dark moments still. Days where she's angry
or upset or any number of other possibilities. Someone who saw those
days might be deeply concerned for her, but this is healthier for her.
She's giving herself over to her Passions in a more open and regular
way, staving off the fear that keeps her from letting go in that way.
(Unless that emotion is Fear itself, in which case she still staves it
off. It's a thing.) That she is able to do so lets her be more at ease
among people now: smile more openly, even make contact with people
sometimes. She has her backtracks, but right now isn't one of those
times and she grins when Lucy tosses the quip her way.
Kalen's
reaction draws a brief bit of curiosity, but she doesn't press. They've
reached a comfortable level of disclosure between them, or did last
time; they volunteer information and don't try to push for the others'.
She doesn't know why that comment about the house burning down may
cause that reaction, but she lets it go. "The House is a bit far out
though, to be fair. Even when I was staying there there were times I
didn't head on out because of road conditions or just not having time to
go that far."
She shrugs. "I still think that at some point we should establish something here closer in the city. But that's just me."
Lucy
[oh
yeah, I should probably attempt an awarepathy on Kalen, eh? let's go
Luce, what's the worst that could happen (that you haven't done
already?)]
Dice: 5 d10 TN6 (1, 5, 6, 9, 10) ( success x 3 )
Kalen Holliday
[No. Really. That was nothing.....]
Dice: 6 d10 TN6 (1, 5, 8, 8, 10, 10) ( success x 4 )
Lucy
[i am am unphased]
Dice: 6 d10 TN6 (3, 4, 8, 9, 9, 10) ( success x 4 )
Lucy
Whatever
Kalen meant by the eye roll, or by that flickering look, and more
importantly whatever Lucy takes from it, is anyone's guess. He rolls
his eyes and her smile widens a little. Nose crinkling, she looks
rather impish.
She shakes her head, though. "All the same, thanks but no. As for the house..." Lena mentions the distance and Lucy nods.
"Yeah,
it's pretty far, we don't have a car or anything, and I can't really
bank on rogue Alexanders riding around looking to pick up hitchhikers.
The hotel'll be okay until we get our own place. Thanks, though."
Kalen Holliday
"As
you wish, Snowdrop. Just thought I'd offer." His tone is still warm
enough, but his eyes are more distant now. "I don't really think about
it, but then I spend most of my time in that general direction anyway,
and not so much here.
"You think?" He asks Lena. "Like...what
are you thinking?" Oh look. A plan. Plans are so much better than
feelings. Feelings are lame.
Lena Reilly
She's
seen Kalen get distant before. She has an idea of what that means. She
frowns just slightly at it but that's a quick expression and it fades
away in the blink of an eye. Again, they don't press each other; they
volunteer.
And then he's looking her way and asks about her
thoughts regarding a place here in the city, and she shakes her head
with a smile. "I haven't thought all that much about it to be honest,"
she says, and that's true. "Mostly because I know most everyone is okay
with the House as it is, at least for the most part. And it's fine,
but the distance..."
She shrugs. "And let's face it, there is a
whole hell of a lot some people tip-toeing around each other up there.
When you put that many of us in one household, well...not all of us stay
in the household. And then you have a lot of people keeping their
distance, which isn't good and defies the entire idea of community. So
I'm more just conceptualizing at this point, waiting to see if the need
becomes real and not just in my own mind."
Lucy
Kalen
just thought he'd offer and Lucy gives him a little nod of
acknowledgement, but no more appreciative platitudes are offered. In
fact, Lucy doesn't offer much more for a bit. Lena mentions setting up a
place in the city, someplace that's not so far out, and Kalen looks
interested. And Lucy?
Well, Lucy's the new kid on the block, the
new blood in town. If she had to choose she would probably side with
opening up a gathering place in the city if only because she and her
sister don't have an independent mode of transportation. But she knows
how these things work. This is their business.
For the time being she watches with a wintry, eternal sort of patience, and listens with earnest attention.
Kalen Holliday
"You
have my attention. I...I am pleased enough with the House, but I have
noticed certain tensions. I can think of a few people who might
appreciate something less formal. I don't think it's just in your head.
My concern though...well...is best discussed somewhere more private.
"Perhaps
we could take the discussion to somewhere with food. And convenient
booths." Despite the newfound distance, that offer does not seem
strictly confined to Lena.
Lena Reilly
She seems a
little surprised that Kalen's interested in the idea, to be honest. He
had just mentioned that he spends most of his time up there, after all,
and she's never seen him as someone who had problems with anyone there
or its policies. But she is also very cognizant of the fact that she
doesn't really know the whole of the situation at the Morrison Chantry
anymore; even since she came back she's only been there sparingly.
So
she nods a little bit. "Yeah, I could be up for that, I guess." She
looks over to Lucy now. "Wanna come with? I wouldn't mind having the
input of someone who's still new to the city and isn't quite as
personally involved yet, but if you're busy I totally get it too."
Lucy
Lucy
seems a little surprised at the attempt to fold her into the
discussion. Her brows lift and her eyes widen a little as she looks
from Kalen to Lena, then back to Kalen. Mouth twisting, for a few
seconds Lucy is very, very still.
And then all at once she's
mobile again, shoulder lifting in a shrug as she shakes her head. "I
don't think so. If you're looking for votes, obviously I'd like
something more easily accessible. But as a general rule I don't hang
around places like that more than very, very occasionally. My presence
alone weirds out about ninety-nine point nine percent of everyone I
meet." That's right, she's aware of the effect she has on people, just
as she's aware of Kalen's distance and the fact that Grace doesn't like
to be around her.
"I should probably go anyway," she says, pulling
out her phone and checking the screen for the time. "I need to show
these places to Del and maybe paper another neighborhood with job
applications. But thanks for the invite." It didn't sound like food is
part of her afternoon plan anymore, and her stomach gurgles in
protest. Cringing and smiling at the same time, she says, "Lena, I'll
give you a call later? And maybe we can check out those apartments.
See ya."
She offers them both a wave and starts to head off to the nearest bus stop.
Grace
As
they're considering places (not McDonalds or Starbucks) that they might
go to obtain food and privacy, Kalen's phone goes and bleeps out a
notification.
He has received a text.
I am so bored. Code compiling. It's like watching grass grow. :(
Kalen Holliday
"Yeah. Good luck." Kalen says with a slight frown. He returns the wave, turns back to Lena, and sighs.
"Please
tell me you don't actually have your heart set on McDonalds?" His
phone chirps and he pulls it out of his pocket, glances at it, smiles,
and then looks back to Lena.
Lena Reilly
Lucy says
she's not comfortable with throwing in a vote and that her presence
weirds people out, and Lena also frowns just a tiny bit. It isn't in
disapproval, though. The fact is, they all weird 99.9% of the people
they meet out. That's exactly what Resonance does; it gives them a
sense of something otherworldly that, while not actively felt by
Sleepers, does work on a subconscious level. She's run across a few
people who have strange after-effects--Paradox, or curses or whatnot.
Hell, even she has her own thing, although it's not a physical sense.
The point is, she does get Lucy's point, at least to a small degree.
"No problem, Lucy. Yeah, we can absolutely do that. Talk to you later."
She looks at Kalen and smiles, nods a little. "Yeah, I didn't. Lead the way."
Kalen Holliday
"You
want to see the totally not in the city extra place? Because there
kind of is one. It doesn't solve the problem you're talking about
though, really. We can grab something on the way?" He smiles.
"Anything that will put food in boxes is fine with me."
Lucy
[thanks for the play, folks!]
Lena Reilly
She smiles a little bit and nods. "Yeah, sure." There's a little gesture from her, as if in deference to the Hermetic.
"Lead the way."
Kalen Holliday
Kalen
nods, and takes Lena to get Japanese food because who does not love
udon noodles. Srsly. And he picks up food for Grace, because he always
picks up food for Grace. As though she would starve.
He brings
her to an office that has nice new biometric locks and solid-looking
brick walls. "So, ah...did I mention Grace and I were making us a
virtual library? And, to a point, a physical one? It is, you will
note, separate from the chantry library, although at some point we may
get to scan that library into it. Right now, it's still a baby library,
but it's a good place to talk."
Kalen walks through the
hallway, less interested in tours, and leads her to the physical
library, a large room now lined with shelves, with more shelves forming
little nooks for small groupings of furniture. There is a large marble
lion, but beyond that the decorations are mostly limited to antique maps
on the walls (naturally in gilt frames, although, interestingly, those
are old frames that have seen better days). The shelves are largely
empty, because, as some said, this is a baby library.
He starts unpacking boxes of food onto one of the tables.
Grace
[Awareness!]
Dice: 5 d10 TN6 (1, 2, 3, 9, 9) ( success x 2 )
Lena Reilly
"I'd
heard about that," Lena says with a little nod. "More power to you
guys. I don't have any real storehouse of knowledge that you guys can
convert for me, or I might be on board with it too."
She's
carrying some Teriyaki Bento, herself. Good stuff, in the Cultist's
estimation. She looks around the place and smiles, nodding. She's
impressed, she's not gonna lie. It's a nice place, even if it's not
quite her style. "So when I become super rich and famous like Tiesto,
you're totally decorating my place right? Can I sign you onto it now
before you become known and it costs me an arm and a leg?"
Grace
As
soon as the others arrive in the library, Grace's arm appears over the
back of a couch, to wave at them. She doesn't give any other greeting
than that, but the reason is soon delivered along with the noise of a
yawn.
"Hey, Lena," she finally says, sitting up (but still all limp and relaxed from her nap). "What'd you get for dinner, Kalen?"
"Oh,
and also, welcome to the Warehouse. You should see what he did to my
office. Stars. It's quite nice actually," she says, and do mark your
calendars, because it's about the only time that Grace is going to say
some interior decorating is 'nice'.
Kalen Holliday
"You
have a thing for beaten to hell old things that were once elegant,
too?" Kalen laughs and drapes himself over a couch. He doesn't seem
terribly interested in food right this minute. Giving people food, yes.
Eating food...maybe later.
"So. Your idea. Tell me more. I'm curious, and before I do that thing I do, I want to hear what you think."
"Black
sesame beef udon noodles and those things you like from there," Kalen
says to Grace, like this statement has all the information one would
need to be comprehensible. And, if you know where he gets black sesame
beef udon, it probably does. "Plus Lena and her really cool idea."
Lena Reilly
She
sees Grace there and smiles, nodding to her as she moves to set her
food down. She'll eat it later, but Kalen's asking about her idea. So
she sits opposite him and settles in, leaning back and at ease.
"Well,
like I said, it's not really a plan yet. I don't even live anywhere
right now, I've been living out of a hotel room since I moved out of my
apartment following the whole thing." She's not hesitating anymore.
That's how she'll refer to it most of the time anymore; it wasn't
Hydra. It's the thing. But it's still progress and she doesn't flinch
or get twitchy over it anymore. It's growth.
"What I'm saying is
I'm not at the point to begin planning right now. It's just more of a
situation where--and I'm not trying to slam the place or anyone
there--I'm getting a little tired of having to drive my ass all the way
up to Morrison and then deal with people being weird around each other
and not knowing anyone because of all the new faces and strongly
suspecting that there are people who don't show up because big surprise,
the Nine Traditions have people who don't necessarily get along. I
like the House, but it's trying to fit a whole lot of pegs into one
hole. So I've been thinking that we should have an alternate place here
in the city for those who aren't cool with going all the way out
there."
Grace
Grace laughs at Kalen, at something
that would only be funny to the half-asleep, or to a hacker. Good thing
she's both. "I'm not going to eat Lena for dinner, and I strongly
suspect that eating an idea would be a hard problem."
She sniffs at the air over black sesame noodles and those things she likes.
Which are gyoza dumplings, for those interested. Which, of course, she
grabs at, taking the whole box apparently for herself. Then, she grabs
at some chopsticks, and snaps the wood in two.
"So what's to say
that people won't get along at a place in the city too? I mean I don't
stay away from the Chantry, but there's a certain bookstore that --" she
starts, and then trails off, suddenly very interested in her gyoza.
"I guess what I'm saying is people can not get along just about anywhere if they're committed enough to the idea."
Kalen Holliday
Kalen
laughs. "Oh, Kit. I may adore him, but I know how he is. I wish you
got along, but I'm not going to be mad about it. Wanting to strangle
him is a thing that happens. Occasionally even for me. But, if you get
over all those quills of his, he's a good friend to have. Not everyone
does, but that is what it is."
He shifts a little to face Lena.
"We're starting to get Orphans that want to stay independent. And
while at the moment Denver is a pretty laid back place, that can change.
I spent a few years unaffiliated, and those were very valuable years.
I am glad I joined the Order, but that was my choice. No one forced me
into anything, but I do know what it's like, this world of ours from
the outside.
"It isn't just the distance, though I'll give you
that's a factor. Some of us aren't going to be as comfortable as they
could be in the House. And for pretty much the reasons I mentioned and
the reasons you mentioned, though I'd welcome them here -and I will-
that isn't the answer."
Lena Reilly
She looks over
at Grace as she maintains that people aren't going to get along
wherever, and frowns a little. "People might not, Grace. But that's
sort of a defeatist reasoning, and not really a reason not to do it. We
know that people avoid the chantry, just like they avoid other places.
Either they don't like the distance to travel or there's someone here
or there that they aren't comfortable around. Or they're uncomfortable
with one of a hundred other things about it."
She shrugs. "I know
that if I'd had somewhere that wasn't the giant mystical housing way
out of the city where I always felt like an outsider--for my own reasons
or not," she interjects, trying to get that out of the way. She's not
making this about her. "...than I might not have kept myself on the
fringes for as long as I did. And nothing bad happened to me while I
was, but it could have. We need a place for people who just don't want
to go to the Chantry if we're going to be really cultivating a community
here."
She looks at Kalen and nods a little. "Yeah, I get what
you're saying. This isn't quite the same thing. It kind of is, but
it's..." She shakes her head. "It's not the answer. Not exactly."
Grace
"He hates me, Kalen. I'm not going to get into all the specific details of what went down, but yeah. I don't think he wants to be my
friend. And that's what makes me not want to be his, okay?" Grace says,
and stabs a dumpling. Maybe she's pretending that it's really Adam's
fat head, what with the extra bit of violence there.
But then Lena
speaks, about cloistering herself away, and Grace freezes. She puts
down the skewered dumpling. "But Lena, I would have gone to the
'somewhere that's not a giant mystical house'. If you felt like an
outsider at the Chantry, why wouldn't you feel the same way somewhere
else where we would frequent?"
To Grace, all places are fairly
equally uncomfortable. In none of them does she feel like an 'insider'.
Perhaps that's why as soon as she walks into someone else's house she
makes herself at home on their couch, or picks up their things, or puts
her feet on the furniture. They all feel pretty much like her own home
does.
The only thing that makes sense to her would be avoiding
people, and that's nigh impossible. Even Lena didn't manage it perfectly
during her seclusion.
Kalen Holliday
"He's
not...I doubt he hates you. He just...quills. All over. Like a
porcupine." Kalen sets the backs of his hands together and waggles his
fingers outward like bristling quills. "And he starts by assuming
you're wrong because you're not one of us. Which is the thing that
generally makes me want to strangle him, and why you two are probably
never going to get along until he gets over that."
There is, as
there has been before, that easy acceptance of people. Here is a
person. Here are their flaws. Here is Kalen just embracing all of that
in its entirety. As though its easy.
He thinks it is.
But
Kalen knows how flawed everyone is. He's had to find those flaws and
exploit them. He still looks for for them. The gaps in armor, the
limitations, the places he can slip under someone's guard. He might be
more into transcending limits now than using them to his advantage but
he is never not aware of them.
"This is way too much like me
playing lord of the castle and inviting you to my space. And almost
anything I do would be, which is why this probably shouldn't be
something I jump into the middle of planning. I'm happy to talk about
it with you. And I totally support you. But you should talk to some
other people. Notably Alexander. Possibly Ian, can I give him your
number? He's too independent for Ginger, that one." Kalen's voice
warms for both the mention of Alexander and the mention of Ian, but it
softens a little for Ian, similar to the way it softens when he mentions
Sera.
Lena Reilly
"This isn't about me, Grace."
Her brows furrow, and she shakes her head. That was exactly what she
was trying to avoid by her interjection. "Just because someone might
not get along with someone isn't a good reason not to do it. You're
burying the idea in the hypothetical example I gave. It's easier for
someone to not want to do something because they're afraid of what might
happen. I'm not dealing in 'What Ifs' and hypotheticals here. I'm
dealing in the fact that there is one place that some people don't go to
because of several reasons, one of which is the fact that there are
things about it that make them uncomfortable. There is no way that
having another option of somewhere for people to go to would make that
worse."
Kalen mentions some names, and she nods. She knows
Alexander, of course. To the best of her knowledge, she doesn't know
Ian. (That will be a fun surprise.) "Yeah, of course you can. And i
get it. To be honest, and this isn't a slam on anyone there at all.
You guys know I pretty much love everyone at the Chantry. But if I do
go ahead with this, I would want to at least start with people who
aren't strongly associated with it first. Not that I wouldn't want
anyone there or anything, but that would make a cleaner start, you
know?"
Grace
The confusion doesn't exactly wane on
Grace's part. She still thinks that whatever problems the Chantry might
have, the only one that would be solved by adding a second meeting
ground in the city would be that of distance. It's just never occurred
to her to think of the Chantry house as 'belonging' to someone in
particular, to the Traditions, or especially one Tradition in
particular. It's just so difficult for her to think in those terms, as
though a place could be owned, truly, when it is so shared.
But
still, Kalen and Lena seem to both intuitively understand what they're
on about, so she doesn't ask the fifty different questions on her mind.
Maybe she'll ask them of Kalen afterwards, to try to unravel the mystery
of why anyone would feel uncomfortable at a Chantry -- and that
reasoning she can't yet make sense of. But to make this conversation all
about her own difficulties is perhaps not the most efficient use of
time.
"I'm not against the idea, don't get me wrong. I just
perhaps don't understand all the... details," she says, and finally
bites a dumpling. "I wouldn't mind another place to go in the city. It would be nice."
They
can both likely tell that Grace is rather uncomfortably holding back.
The conversation is opening up entirely new vistas of questions. Should
she be uncomfortable about going to the Chantry? What is it about the
place that makes it a political statement? Who is considered strongly
associated with it? She considers while chewing that it might have
something to do with time spent there, in which case...
"Or I
could stay away from it too, if I'm too strongly associated with the
Chantry. If that's... even... I'll shut up now," she says, mouth
half-full of dumpling.
People. Why do they have to be so damned complicated?
Kalen Holliday
"Yeah.
I know." He smiles at Lena, and it is a little sad. "Whether I have
ever cared about any of that or not, and whatever the hell I may or may
not be doing about oppressive politics, I am from the Order, and I am
tangled up with the only place we have by virtue of being tangled up
with everyone. Regardless of what I may have chosen if there had been a
choice at the time. I know."
He glances at Grace. "You're
probably less problematic than I am, though perhaps still slightly so.
I though, am most definitely not invited to the opening ceremonies. It's alright. I'm sure they'll be amazing and I'll hear all about them eventually."
Lena Reilly
And then she gets a phone call and has to go.
[[Sorry
guys, I completely lost any sense of this scene somehow and have typed
and deleted like five posts, so it's best if she just go. Thanks for
the scene.]]
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