Ian Lai
It wasn't fair, really. That terrible things
could be happening in the world, and yet life around them continued on
as normal. It wasn't fair to the people who lay cold and alone and
dying. But it was the way the world was. Life continued. It had to.
(A
cruel joke, that between the two of them (Sky and Ian) it was the one
who radiated life and sunlight who was presently withering away. But
that was also how the world worked, sometimes. The best people weren't
always the ones who survived.)
Ian was running. He ran a lot, but
tonight was different. Tonight was about exercising some measure of
control in a situation where he had none. Because this? His body. His
health. His work. This was something he could control. Something he
could shape and perfect. It was also something that made him feel
less... constrained.
He was a fast runner, graceful and light on
his feet. And his expensive running shoes beat out a steady rhythm
against grass and pavement as he swept across the park, keeping a swift
pace as his focus hovered on the lake and the trees in front of him. He
largely ignored the few other people he encountered, absorbed as he was
in the movement and flow of his own body and the rush of wind on his
skin and the atmospheric pulse of music from his earbuds.
Grace
[Awareness!]
Dice: 5 d10 TN6 (6, 6, 7, 9, 10) ( success x 5 )
Serafine
(also, awareness.)
Dice: 7 d10 TN5 (2, 3, 3, 4, 6, 8, 9) ( success x 3 )
Grace
Grace
sits at a park bench, her bike resting against it. And yes, she's got
her laptop out over crossed legs -- a position which, on a park bench,
looks positively painful. Grace doesn't seem to mind though, absorbed in
whatever is on that screen.
Or, as the case may be, absorbed in
everything else as well. It's like today is a day for communing with the
closest thing to nature that the city contains. A day to shake off the
winter's utter paleness by soaking in the sun, the air, or the magick.
Because,
let's face it, she is so in tune right now, she can feel the approach
of Ian before she sees him -- that wisp of something almost predatory
and so very graceful.
Grace was never graceful. Poorly named, really. She's all angles and jolts. And just like that,
her head perks up out of the laptop, into the air, looking. And then,
just as quickly, she waves to Ian as he runs down the path.
Serafine
There's
no telling why Sera's at the park or how she ended up there, but here
she is. Maybe there was a show of some sort, late afternoon at the
bandstand, maybe it was a pop-up art-in-the-park thing, thrown together
by the hipsters, weirdos, and the like who are her natural
constituency. Maybe she just wanted to get high on the grass and sprawl
back on a blanket and absorb the sun while the world spun itself open,
outward, all around here. Regardless:
here she is, walking, arm
looped through the arm of a tall, blond, bearded, tattooed guy (Dan!)
against whom she leans quite solidly.
They're close. She is actually his height
which means: 6'2" tall tonight, which means that the platforms and
heels of the thigh-high suede boots she is wearing combine to give her
an extra nine inches which might be the reason that she is
holding his arm so damn tight, laughing and altogether uncertain about
whether she can make it to the next park bench without taking a solid
fifteen minute break.
"Grace," Dan says, both greeting and imploring. "Tell Sera that she if she relies on me to stay upright, she is not actually walking in those shoes."
"Don't
listen to a word he says, Grace," this is Sera, catching her breath,
slashing a wide, brilliant grin, unable to stand on her own. " - these
things are fucking awesome."
And of course, she extends one long, long leg to show off those damn boots.
Ian Lai
[Oh sure let's join the Awareness party]
Dice: 5 d10 TN6 (1, 2, 3, 4, 8) ( success x 1 )
Ian Lai
There
was Grace, with her laptop. And there was Sera, with her boots and some
Sleeper that Ian didn't recognize. Ian could have breezed past them and
continued on his way, and perhaps a part of him considered it, but as
he approached the bench where Grace sat he allowed his legs to slow to a
more relaxed, loping gate, before coming to a stop in front of her.
Ian
wasn't wearing much. Electric blue running shoes and black track pants
with silver stripes down the sides. An arm-band holding his phone was
strapped around his left bicep, but the cord of his earbuds didn't
extend there (probably bluetooth.) It wrapped snugly around the back of
his neck instead, disappearing into his hairline. After regarding Grace
for a moment he hit a button to pause his music and pulled the buds out
of his ears.
"Hey."
Sera got a longer look, and a brief smirk of amusement. "He's right, you know. Try walking a catwalk with those things."
Grace
"Good
God, Sera, those aren't shoes, those are stilts!" Grace says, but she
flashes the Cultist a grin after that dire pronouncement. "Don't let Dan
bring you down though. Rock those stilts."
Dan, let it be said, is not bringing Sera down. He is emphatically keeping her up. The irony of her statement is not lost on Grace.
Ian arrives on the scene then, slowing to a stop, making mention of a catwalk. "Hi Ian! Ahh, are you actually a model? I just thought you looked like one. I mean..."
Grace
looks down at her laptop screen for a split second, frowns, and then
shuts it with a click. Time to be sociable. She does like trying to be part of the social milieu, even if she might sometimes be terrible at it.
Serafine
"Fuck
you," Sera to Ian, then, quite directly though the curse is remarkably
good natured and is delivered with this widening lilt of a grin. Her
chin rises, not quite sharply but there's a certain inherent
response-to-challenge that just seems to be written into her skin, in
this precise moment. Something about her directness, see, or the way
she's straightening, unlooping her arm from Dan's even as the tall,
skinny musician reaches out to steady her.
"Sera - " Dan is warning, and,
"I could totally rock a catwalk in these."
"
- hey Grace," Dan to Grace, interspersed, see, while Sera favors Grace
with a pair of rock horns - you know, index and pinky fingers raised -
by way of greeting. Then looks back to Ian.
"I just couldn't be arsed to. You are actually a model, aren't you."
Ian Lai
This was an exchange he'd been through before, and Ian, while catching his breath, gave a light huff of laughter. "Yeah, I am."
He
was neither proud or embarrassed by that fact. Sometimes people
recognized him. Not often, but it happened. But he didn't do what he did
for fame. And he didn't do it for the free clothes, either, though that
was a definite perk. It was a job, like many other jobs - it paid the
bills. Most people had their opinions, good or bad, but he'd long-since
stopped paying those opinions much attention.
"Can't say I've ever had to deal with ten-inch platforms, though."
Grace
Grace
gives a pair of rock horns back... to Dan, who never gave her any
horns. Maybe she's just displaying her sincere solidarity with Sera at
this point. See, Dan? Rocking stilts. Truly.
She appears, in spare
moments, distracted by something. Her eyes dart along clouds or people,
but she is paying attention. The way the two others bend reality around
them, it has Grace randomly imagining a large cat slinking at the edge
of a forest, hunting. They're talking about modeling, through all this
mental wandering, and all she can think of to say is, "Oh, that's nice,"
while the sky turns overhead.
"Or, at least, I think that's nice.
Do you enjoy it? I guess that's the important thing, huh? If they treat
you like a living piece of meat or something, that's not so great."
Serafine
"Six
is usually her limit," the strange with Sera tells Ian, this flash of
laughter, the brief brightness of his teeth all sharp framed by the
rough blond beard he sports. Sera is now standing on her own, and Dan's
eyes are on her, aware but not wary. Ready to catch her if she falls.
And Sera, isn't she always falling.
"Those tommy-gun heels are seven - "
"You never wear them."
"They're fucking ugly."
Definitely
on her own, assuredly on her own, her elbows flung a bit out from her
frame for balance, hands tucked in the pockets of her cropped leather
jacket. Which is naturally slung over a tiny black halter and cut-off
short-shorts, although today Ian - shirtless as he is - may be wearing
less even than Sera.
"So they are."
"Bet you never have to
wear heels," Sera is saying to Ian, this follow-up to Grace's question
about feeling like a piece of meat. "Do you seriously walk in shows?"
Serafine
(fair warning: I'm headed to bed shortly but I will totally write sera out the usual way. i.e. she's gotta go pee. hah.)
Ian Lai
[Dex+Athletics -2 diff from catlike balance]
Dice: 7 d10 TN4 (1, 2, 2, 5, 5, 6, 8, 10) ( success x 5 ) Re-rolls: 1
Ian Lai
Grace asked if Ian enjoyed modeling, and Ian shrugged. "There are worse jobs."
It
wasn't really a confirmation, but he wasn't going to be the asshole who
complained about being lucky enough to garner a six-figure income based
on his ability to look nice in fancy clothes (or out of them, as the
case may be.) There was more to it than that, of course. But it wasn't
something he really felt the need to complain about in present company.
"You should give it a try," he offered to Sera. "They'd fucking love you."
And
then, with a wry little smile, Ian leaped up onto the bench that Grace
was sitting on. The motion was smooth and fluid, like a cat jumping onto
a perch. And with another little hop, he stood balancing on the thin
wooden slats that made up the back, legs straight and feet slightly
arched. His body didn't so much as shiver.
"You'd have to get better at balancing though."
Grace
If
Grace weren't absolutely certain that today, she would feel it from
here if Kalen (on the other side of Denver) were to warm his tea with a
few strange words, she would suspect Ian to be cheating. "Holy shit," she says as he jumps onto the bench, and then "Holy shit!" when he leaps onto the back of it.
She looks at Sera with her mouth open, and then back to Ian, mouth still open. "Okay. I think I can guess what you are now."
Akashic. Has to be. With that kind of skill? The bodily control that must take?
Serafine
Somehow
Sera is leaning against Dan again, resting her forehead against his
shoulder, her long, narrow frame listing thoughtlessly into his. The
vibe between them is close, loving even, and rather reflexively he wraps
an arm around her to steady her as she lolls into him.
Sera is watching Ian. Of course she is. He makes of himself such a display, hopping on the spine of the bench, just balancing
like that, bare-chested, sweating in the failing sunlight and somehow
this hits a note of correspondence somewhere inside her that feels
strange, half-measured, half-remembered.
Something sparks in her
dark eyes and her mouth seams around a lingering thought. Ian has not
mentioned the last time they met. The truth is, Sera does not remember
it, not as such. Or at least, does not remember Ian-as-Ian.
She inhales.
Lifts her chin, rising to press her mouth to Dan's ear. Murmurs something to him that has him rolling his eyes at her.
Lovingly.
"Seriously?" he asks her?
Nodnodnod, she responds.
"Okay.
I'll give you a piggyback ride. C'mon." Then, with a brief,
apologetic glance that encompasses Ian and Grace, both, " - we gotta
run, may or may not be back."
Sera joins in on the maybe / maybe not goodbyes and, at Dan's invitation, climbs on his back for a piggyback ride.
Ian Lai
Ian
grinned, and there was a lingering note of cunning and quiet confidence
in the expression. Like he knew something that Grace did not (that
there was a piece of the puzzle missing from Grace's attempts to piece
together the picture of Ian's paradigm.)
"And what is that?"
He
was genuinely interested to hear her guess - she was such a better
player at this game than Alex had been (mostly because, as yet, she
didn't seem to mind the fact that it was a game.)
Sera
drew his attention a moment later. The way she leaned into her
companion. The back-and-forth exchange the two shared. The... rather
entertaining manner in which they made their exit.
"Later," Ian
said, more to Dan than to Sera this time. And he watched them leave
while standing on the top of the bench, turning slightly on the balls of
his feet. There was a little vibration in his calf as he corrected the
shift in his point of balance (enough to indicate that he was, indeed,
human.) He took a couple of steps along the thin wooden board before
hopping back down to the grass.
Grace
The natural gymnast dismounts from her park bench, and she perks up a knowing grin. "You're an Akashic, aren't you?"
Not
a Hermetic, not a Cultist, definitely not a Virtual Adept or a Son of
Ether, with how he ignored Patience's sensor array. If he's not an
Akashic, then...
Hmm...
"If you aren't, then maybe... I should ask you how you see the world, and work from there, eh?"
Ian Lai
Ian
laughed at that, rounding the bench to sit down beside Grace. His
breathing had slowed, but the depth of each lungful of air was visible
in the way his chest expanded and contracted. If Grace were a student of
Life magic, she'd be able to sense the rapid flow of blood moving
through his pattern - the heightened state his body was in from running.
Even still, the awareness of him as a living thing was impossible to
ignore - a being of skin and muscles, blood and sweat.
"I'll take that as a compliment, but no."
Grace
asked him how he saw the world. If Sera and Dan had still been there,
Ian probably wouldn't have answered. Instead, he looked out over the
lake and watched the sun strike notes of burnished copper on the surface
of the water.
"People try to box the world into this neat set of
accepted parameters. And in the process, they neglect the parts of the
picture they'd rather not see. I don't think I'm much better at that
than anyone else, but I know that to understand myself fully, I have to
look at both the mind and the body. I am my Will and my instincts. All of us are."
he looked back at Grace. "It's a trick question, you know. Sometimes the answer is no answer at all."
Grace
"Yeah,
I can get that. You aren't your Tradition," she says, and ponders. She
looks over the lake with him, and then turns to look at him all
quick-like, still smiling.
"You're an... non-affiliated," she says, and what she meant to say at first was Orphan. But that's a bit derogatory, isn't it?
An answer may be no answer at all, but by this point it's not about getting an answer, and more about playing the game.
Ian Lai
"You
know how the saying goes. 'I refuse to join any club that would have me
as a member.'" Ian grinned and pressed the tip of his tongue to one of
his canines, a look that seemed to imply that although he might not have
the resources or protection of any particular Tradition, the word Orphan really wasn't a fitting term in his case. More like: lone wolf (or cat, as the case may be.)
And when you thought about it, it did make a sort of sense. Tigers weren't exactly pack animals.
"Traditions
interest me. But there's never been one particular group I could
wholeheartedly throw myself into. If you want the quick and dirty
version, it's this: I work like an Akashic, play like a Cultist, think
like a Hermetic and feel like a Verbena.
"What about you, Kit?"
Grace
"What about me what? I work like a nerd, play rarely, think like a nerd, and if you feel me, I will probably hit you. Just a warning."
It's a joke, but there's something serious wrapped up in that isn't there?
"Or do you mean, how do I see the world?"
Ian Lai
"You
won't have to," Ian replied, and though his voice was calm, there was a
kind of delicate gravity to his words. Maybe he'd given her the
impression that he was someone who liked to push boundaries, but there
was a vast ocean of difference between societal taboos and personal
agency.
"And yes, I meant: how do you see the world?" He sat back
and picked up one of his feet, resting the heel on the lip of the bench
with one arm draped loosely around his knee. The position was casual
(relaxed.) He seemed more at home in this setting than he had in the
library.
Grace
"Hmm. It's always so difficult to explain. I wish I had a napkin," she says, and what does that have to do with anything?
"Long
story very short, it's that the world is made of data which our brains
process into an experience. So fundamentally, this park bench is not
precisely made of atoms, but at a deeper layer, those atoms are described by bits.
A
bit more in-depth, those bits aren't discrete, but rather spread out
across the entire data store, in a holographic way. So units of
information can be found over here that describe something over there,"
she says, and gestures with her hands. "Or everywhere, really. The
information is interconnected, and looking at it in different ways
provides vastly different pictures."
"I hope that made at least some sense."
Ian Lai
Ian
raised an eyebrow skeptically, but he listened to Grace speak without
comment or interruption. And he seemed to give the matter some
consideration before offering a response, letting his eyes track upward
to the evening sky as though it contained some hidden wisdom for him to
pull from.
(And in a way, actually, it did.)
"You're right.
You'd make a terrible Hermetic." His mouth turned up a little when he
met Grace's eyes again. "And what does that make us, then?"
Grace
She
laughs at his assertion that she'd make a terrible Hermetic. In truth,
it's not so much because of how she sees the world. Kalen's way of
seeing it is quite similar, when you compare the two. It's more the
organization itself -- locked into the past and stultified.
Still,
they are Mages. And what is a Mage? "We are the ones who can see in
different ways, from different lights. We can see the underlying
structure, interface to it, change it."
"What about you? How do you understand it?"
Ian Lai
"I
think a lot of the difference in how people see the world is at least
partly a matter of framing," he admitted. But she asked him how he
understood the world - how he defined his own relationship to the
Tellurian. And that, well. As she'd said, these things were difficult to
parse down into an easy summary. So he didn't respond for a few beats,
and perhaps that was partly a matter of secrecy on his part, but in the
end he did offer her an honest answer.
"If I want to hurt someone,
I can cut them with a knife, or I can just tell the body to feel pain.
It isn't actually any different. In both cases I will something
to happen, and then it does. I touch the pattern with my arm, or my
mind. Either way, I get the result. I don't call it data, but it is a
web. The way it all connects."
He stopped there, because it was
already more than he usually said to anyone, but then added, as an
afterthought, "You have to know yourself. You can't wield the knife if
you don't understand how your arm moves, or whether or not you really
want to make the cut."
Grace
"So it's like a mind/body interface with you? Interesting. It does
seem like a web, doesn't it? Nodes of things all connected to each
other..." she says, trails off, looking over at the grass and trees,
like she's losing track of the now.
But then, she's back, with:
"So they said at the Temple at Delphi. Know thyself. I do wonder
sometimes if that's what we're here to do. You know? We're not separate
from the universe at all. So by trying to know ourselves we are the
universe attempting to know itself."
The data, after all, is
interconnected. Holographic. Dispersed throughout. And they are data as
much as the trees and grass and park bench. Just, perhaps data with a
bit more ability to think such meta-thoughts about itself.
Ian Lai
Ian
regarded Grace for a long moment, as though perhaps in surprise.
Something passed between them when he smiled. Two disparate elements
coming together to find some common ground. The progressive and the
primordial - a false binary. There has always been progress (evolution.)
And there would always be a primordial center.
"Very clever."
Grace might not know what it meant - that assent. But it didn't feel like charm or courtesy. It felt like respect.
Ian unfolded from his position and stood up, bouncing lightly from foot to foot to ensure his muscles were still loose.
"Are you any good at finding things? People?"
Grace
Respect
means everything to a person like Grace. It's practically the currency
by which hackers operate, among others. People think that coders
contribute to the open source movement for 'free', but really it's
trading in respect -- something a lot better (in Grace's estimation) than money.
It's why her kind are often show-offs, and often sore losers with wounded pride.
But that 'very clever' nets Ian a grin. As does his request for assistance.
"That
depends on how easy those people might be to find. I'm good at
researching, certainly. I'm good at cracking into databases if they have
an electronic trail I could follow. I could also try more magical
methods, though I'm not as practiced there."
Ian Lai
"A
guy I know went missing. A Verbena. I've been trying to find him, but I
don't have the right skills to do it efficiently." Something clicked in
his jaw - a tensing of muscles. His voice sounded flat when he said,
"he's probably already dead by now, if he's still unconscious. Unless
something's keeping him alive."
(A living body could only survive so long without food or water.)
"But
I want to find him anyway. Kalen gave me some girl's number. Alyssa?
But I haven't been able to reach her. Anyway, if you know anything that
might help..." he shrugged. If Grace's skills lay along more mundane
lines, she might not be much help either. But there was a point when
desperation had to win out over pride. Maybe she knew something he
didn't.
Grace
Suddenly, the sense of banter, of
ease between them vanishes. Someone's missing, maybe dead. Oh, but Grace
knows how that feels, the unreasonableness of being alive -- getting
better, while your friends suffer.
"Do you have something of his?
Like, a hairbrush or... something that might have some ties to him? I
might be able to use that, see the connection, you know?
"Do you have any idea of where he might be?"
Ian Lai
"He's
underground. Somewhere with a vaulted ceiling. I did a bunch of
research, but so far he hasn't been in any of the places I've looked.
I'm starting to wonder if he's even still in the city."
He had to give her first question a bit more consideration.
"I
can find something, if it'll help. And if you know anything about
spirits..." he eyed Grace like he suspected she probably knew about as
much as he did. "His consor is possessed by something, and she's feeding
off of him. I think it's a corrupted nature spirit."
Another pause, as he reached to pull his smartphone out of the pocket of his armband.
"Why don't you give me your number? I'll call you when I have something of his."
Grace
"I
know very little about spirits, I'm afraid," she says, as she rummages
around in her laptop bag to retrieve her own phone. "It's ahh 314-1592
for me."
"I hope I can be of help. If you don't mind, I could ask
on Ginger as well? Might turn up something there," she says, and she
asks first because well... he didn't seem to be too trusting of her
information network before. Maybe he wouldn't like his trials shared
with a bunch of strangers.
Ian Lai
Point in fact, he didn't
like the idea of sharing his trials with a bunch of strangers. That
much was fairly easy to divine from the micro-expressions on his face.
The crease between his eyebrows. The way his lips tightened.
Nonetheless, he said, "If you think it'll help, go ahead."
And
he typed Grace's number into his contacts before offering her his own.
Then he unwrapped his earbuds from around his neck and placed them back
in his ears. After slipping his phone away, he nodded and said,
"Thanks."
Then he took off again, loping away at a brisk pace, and Grace would once more be left to her own thoughts.
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